As you are well aware of I can’t write to save myself, but I am trying to do so in this case.
This letter isn’t set out to try and hurt you, or even try to trick you…it’s simply a short summary of things that’s happened. Every word you read in this letter is nothing but the truth, NO exaggeration, NO over dramatics….just plan, old, fashioned, honesty.
I am unsure as to why I am even writing you a letter, since what happened, but something… (I don’t know what) just told me to just do it.
I know sometimes you can be a little confused, we both can be, we are human. Sometimes we can do silly things, then afterwards realise…why did I even do that. It’s just all a learning process. I know you need time to think over life and what you want to do in life, I respect that.
Although Through my years of living, I have learned to realise…it’s not what you have done that defines you….it’s how you go about doing it…and the people that are there for you no matter what. With you, you have shown me many possibilities in life and shown me many great things. You have made me smile, you have made me happy, you have made me sad…..but above all you have made me love you…and that’s what life is…and I will never forget this.
I don’t want to put any pressure on you by reminding you of the good…or even bad times we had, that isn’t fair….but I will always remember them and will always wonder, what life would be like if……..
I just want you to be happy in life….and if by us not working out makes you feel happier, so be it.
I always have had the upmost respect for you and the intension in trying to make you happy with the type of situation I/we were in, trying my best with you always. Sometimes you may think that wasn’t the case…but please believe me. If you weren’t happy….I am truly sorry that you couldn’t share that with me so we could both get through it together.
I know I am not a perfect guy, I recognize my flaws, I know I have some issues, a lot of it was down to being jealous…but that wasn’t going to be me forever…I was working on them all…and I am still doing so continually…regardless of anything. What we had was wrong and I am glad I never did you wrong…..
To answer your question you asked me that day… “Do you think we are a good couple?” the answer is yes…because we bounce off each other so well and we have fun together. WE genially enjoyed each other’s company and had a strong bond together…money can’t buy such a thing…but this is my opinion and its evident that isn’t how you feel now.
I am going to finish off with a little quote, I know you like your quotes since you have them plastered all over your room walls…here goes.
“If you truly love someone, you need to be whiling to set them free and…..”well you know how the rest of the saying goes.
Lastly I would like to thank you for being my best friend, my rock, my anchor, my solace and above all my girl…there comes a time in a man’s life where he needs to choose between pride and humiliation…I am not afraid of that…the reason for that is this…true love makes you do crazy things…that’s what I have learned….
I wish you all the happiness and success this cruel world has to offer…
Never gonna be urs except if God permits